Meditation for Inner Beauty

The power and beauty of Bali lies deep within the lay of the land and the connection that the Balinese maintain with the earthy divinity called Ibu Pertiwi (Earth Mother). They have a deeply ingrained sense of understanding and appreciation that all they have and love is birthed and given by mother earth. In this way everyone is bound to the collective principle, all brothers and sisters of the one mother.

Within this union a shared responsibility for the whole is felt by all. Most everything in this way falls into the category of simply and normal, then from this normalcy comes an extraordinary feeling of continuity. Observe closely the gamelan orchestra, hammers prancing along the brass bars at incredible speed with precise synchronicity. Or the various Balinese dancers in the temple, brought together from old and young, unrehearsed, yet moving gracefully in unison, perfectly coordinated through submission to the “one”.

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Imprisoned in Paradise

A handsome man smiling out from his wedding pictures, it is easy to see how Komang was able to keep his history of mental health problems a secret from his new wife for so long.
But the shock of seeing the 34-year-old’s psychiatrist as a guest of honour at their marriage ceremony in picturesque north-east Bali must have paled into insignificance for his bride when paired with the revelation that her husband-to-be had been living locked in a cage with his brother for the past eight years.
The Indonesian farmer and his brother, Gedenut, 38, had been shackled 24 hours a day by their own family, trapped in a cage in the jungle a short distance from their remote home. The siblings’ father built the wooden bars for them himself after villagers complained they could not cope with the pair’s undiagnosed schizophrenia.
Unable to control the siblings from running riot when unwell, the community decided to keep them caged. Trapped in an enclosure so small they were barely able to turn around, visitors brought them food and water and washed them – but no-one could offer them treatment, much less a cure.
“The neighbours asked the family to look after them because they were making a disturbance,” explained Professor Luh Ketut Suryani, the Balinese psychiatrist whose team discovered and rescued the pair.
“These families are poor – they don’t have enough money to go to the doctor. So they got the idea to restrict the patients,” she said.
“If you have a mental health disorder in Bali don’t hope that someone will help you. “They will leave you the way you are and if you die it is even better for them than seeing you still alive. That is what’s happening to these people.”

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A Day in their life

On the first dawn of 2009 I find myself having breakfast with Professor Luh Ketut Suryani, at her family compound in Denpasar, Bali. She has stayed up all night to welcome the new  sun through an impromptu group-meditation session at Sanur beach. Yet, unlike me, she is full of positive energy, with her 65 year-old-eyes radiating the morning’s tropical warmth, in majesty and elegance.

“I feel blessed!”, I finally gather the courage to admit to her. “I feel blessed, because yesterday night I witnessed the birth of a new religion.”

She smiles at me. The Professor – although a prolific writer, with over 100 articles and books under her pen – never talks a lot. Yet each word she summons comes straight from the spiritual kaleidoscope of her soul.

“I only ask them to follow their dreams.” she replies, and her words vibrate the coffee in my hands.
Follow their dreams… Follow their dreams…
Just like she had done; just like she always does.

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Sponsorship from Stiftung-Bredtmannsspuren Germany

After the Bali government cut the funding 90% for mental health project run by Suryani Institute many tears fall from the outsider.  The Stiftung Bredtmanns Spuren is one of Germany NGO that tried to help the funding. “As I read and watch the report, you have more financial problems now, because the government cut the funding. We tried to help you in the past and we will continue our help in the future” said Juergen Bredtmann on his visit to Bali this month. The help has brought confidence for Professor Suryani as the leader of the institute that God will give a way if we work by heart and for the people.

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